March 08, 2005 I just can't believe the fact that she's changed - for the worse. Ever since she's joined that company. Everything's different. I don't like them. I've a grudge against them. She's so engrossed in it. Bah! Then just now when I reached home and asked if she wanted to go Jia Ying's house she just kicked up a storm. Saying we never invited her or something. Sorry I can't stand these type of attitude from no one. So I just told her I was going to sleep and hung up. When I want to go out with her, she's busy with them. When I'm at home wanting to entertain myself, she's all geared up to go anywhere. She just seem so distant. And by the way, it's still sales to people of your own BLOOD. See what I mean. Probably the only difference is that you volunteered instead of them asking. Maybe it's time to let her go her own ways and wish her all the best. That's the very best I can do. I feel as if I've just thrown away my paperdoll.
I don't feel like blogging. There's so much I want to say. I just feel like bursting into tears after the crude way you spoke to me. Don't overuse your authority. Humans have feelings. You've got a lot of things to tell. I've got plenty too.
I had a dream (nightmare?)but I'm just not happy enough to blog. Nobody would want to read about it either.
The lady at the arcade wanted to check my IC. But she didn't check Lin's or Jy's. =/
Had an entertaining experience with two Caucasians asking around for pubs and all. Then I decided to say we're underaged because I didn't know where any of them were. "How old are you guys?" "16?" "Oh? We're just 17." Bla bla bla. Then he shook Lin's hand as I turned around to grab some food at the shop nearby.
There was another who was asking for Orchard Towers. Never heard of it before. =)
All I've got to say is I'm very tired. Mentally and physically after all this walking about and mental abuse from her. Leave them before talking to me, unless you want to hear me moody. Call me if you want, I'm not going to do all the calling anymore. I'm tired. I seriously need a break. I'm going to have an early night. Bee has been my only source of entertainment for the past few days and nights. Off for now.